Starting at about 4:45a, Olivia became a beast. Morphine wasn't working anymore, she was hungry but too mad to eat. I tried her favorite friend the hair dryer with no success. The nurse and I rocked, sang, and tried everything. Nothing worked until they pulled out the big guns, penabarbitol. She went fast to sleep only to relive the experience 3 hours later. Olivia is swollen and she hates anyone touching her or the bed. We are waiting on rounds this morning but hopefully we can disconnect her and really love on her soon. I will let everyone know what is happening as we know.
I'm sorry it's been a rough morning. Praying for some calm.
ReplyDeletePraying for Olivia and your family. The first couple days are always so hard as you know. Stay strong and know that lots of people are praying for you and baby.
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